Yes! I'm resigning from my current job. Which is boring and dead. I can relate myself in many ways to death. But never to work. Thus, getting a new job change would be nice. A change of view and job scope. I remember when I first enter this field of customer service, I felt satisfied. The feeling of able to assist people getting the things that they wanted and at the same time helping yourself to get some bread to eat. Few friends would said I'm too dedicated. But It my way of doing things. So, if my customer/clients are happy, so am I.
The last working day would be on the 7th of November 2009 with Cubinet Interactive. I was very happy working here. But sadly, I know when it's my time to go. Call me stupid or whatever. I know I should leave only after getting my bonus. Guessed I send in my resume a little bit too early. Since I got the job offer, I might as well take it.
So, adios QBNut! I'm so kicking you out of my life. The only thing that is holding me back is I dunno if I wanna hold a farewell party. But I seriously doubt that I would be anyway. Not like I'm much appreciated by the management. The only one that does, is my manager. Such a pity that even he cannot do anything to hold me with the company.
Next step, is when I need to start work. It'll be on the 16th of November. I hope I'll be ready by then. Mandy from HR will give me a call 1 week earlier. Just to ensure that everything is ready by then. So, a new adventure awaits.
For the time, I'm happy with teh time spent with my boy. We're playing online games together now. Namely, Dragconica. I just need him to level up. Then we can go do missions together. I've switch over to Aion! The new english base P2P game from NCSoft! Great game! But unfortunately my PC specification is just slightly above their minimum requirement. I'm not too sure if I wanna upgrade or completely get a new PC. Maybe Upgrade minor stuff. But will plan and see how everything goes.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Signs Of The Moon II
Checked my current health status, everything seems to be ok now. Maybe I was stressed without knowing. Why stressed? Definitely job related. Further details will be lay out at below.
Life being with someone you've fallen deeper & deeper in love with is not easy. But it's not too difficult either. Depends on the situation. Like last week, my bf, Fong, insisted that we go out walk around with friends. But to my dismay, a friend had some emergency and can't make it. Thus, canceling everything. So me & my boy just went out for a dinner and movie.
We dine at BTS' Kenny Roger's. Not a bad place. But I'll say teh chicken quality that day was not up to my expectation. But still good. We both ate until very full.
We walk around abit looking for something to do. My eyes kept on the teddy bears as I remember my promised to Xiao Yu, a friend of mine which I promised to get him a bigger teddy bear.
We went for G-Force. We took the best seatings as we arrived early to collect our tickets. Row C seats 5&6. We wanted to take a picture inside the cinema hall. But sadly, the light were never on. So we walk out to the exit and took short snap shot.
We hop around borders. I didn't get to find the music section. But the shop was closing anyway. So we head to the exit. Play games awhile and then sleep. Which explain why I didn't blog yesterday.
Work wise is getting me demoralised and depressing. The people inside the room thinks I can handle both products. Which is still ok. Until they announced that tehy want people back at night shift. Which make me feel evil and wanna demote myself back to normal staff. That way, I don't need to care about the stuff anymore. But this may make me need to consider a few things. But guess I just need to wait til this friday to confirm everyting.
Life being with someone you've fallen deeper & deeper in love with is not easy. But it's not too difficult either. Depends on the situation. Like last week, my bf, Fong, insisted that we go out walk around with friends. But to my dismay, a friend had some emergency and can't make it. Thus, canceling everything. So me & my boy just went out for a dinner and movie.
We dine at BTS' Kenny Roger's. Not a bad place. But I'll say teh chicken quality that day was not up to my expectation. But still good. We both ate until very full.
We walk around abit looking for something to do. My eyes kept on the teddy bears as I remember my promised to Xiao Yu, a friend of mine which I promised to get him a bigger teddy bear.
We went for G-Force. We took the best seatings as we arrived early to collect our tickets. Row C seats 5&6. We wanted to take a picture inside the cinema hall. But sadly, the light were never on. So we walk out to the exit and took short snap shot.
We hop around borders. I didn't get to find the music section. But the shop was closing anyway. So we head to the exit. Play games awhile and then sleep. Which explain why I didn't blog yesterday.
Work wise is getting me demoralised and depressing. The people inside the room thinks I can handle both products. Which is still ok. Until they announced that tehy want people back at night shift. Which make me feel evil and wanna demote myself back to normal staff. That way, I don't need to care about the stuff anymore. But this may make me need to consider a few things. But guess I just need to wait til this friday to confirm everyting.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Signs Of The Moon
I was having abit of heart pain yesterday night. It was the same as the week before when I went shopping with my BF. It's a short stroke of pain. Then heart rate has stronger and faster. And my feet went cold. Results, when to see my company's panel clinic. The DR hope that there was something that he can do. But unfortunately the interval of the time I had this was too long before he can get an accurate result. So, will take 1 step at a time again. if it happens again, i will take immediate action.
Monday, September 7, 2009
The Matching Of The Moon
I've introduce B to E. E was my BF's friend. E was a cute guy. Extremely good kisser & good in bed as well. How I know? Don't ask. B was a friend introduced to me by another friend. Although I was single during the introduction with B, B expresses feelings for me and hope to try being together. But sadly, due to my smoking issue, we didn't make it. Knowing B's characteristic, he's not the type of guy who know what sort of the other guy he wants as his boyfriend. Funny that shortly after the introduction, E is in good term with B. Althought I heard from B, he's not ready for a relationship yet. But E is already all head over heels with B. At first, I thought B would not care much bout E. But after a chat session with B last Saturday, I think B has started some sparks. I really wanna know how their things are going now. I wonder...
I might have hurt my neck when I sleeping on friday night. As I woke up on Saturday morning, I found that my neck was hurting like hell. So I went back to bed. As soon as I lay down, I couldn't get up the normal way. Luckily by pressing down on some certain ponts on the part where it hurts most, I manage to get up and get some medical ointment. Sunday came as there was still pain. so rest more after lunch. I receive an unwanted sms from someone I deleted from my phonebook and facebook. Asking how to get to my place from the LRT station. I didn't reply as I was still sleeping. Not to mention snoring outloud. As claimed as my BF said so. Then my phone rang. That guy still dare to call me and woke me up. Then after I found out is that SOB, I hang up. He dare to go text my BF saying I'm rude! And tell me to go die. This fella is like so god damn thick face even I do not how to label him up. I told my BF yesterday that I've already ended my friendship with such a person. I used my BF phone to exchange some text messages. I hold back in saying some of the nastiest things to him anyway. Since he hate smoking people so much, we shouldn't be friends in the first place anyway. I notice a friend in my facebook, T that he accidentally broke his glasses. So, T went to joke that he's like a masquerade now. So I told him that he better do something about it as halloween is still far away. And that thick face idiot has to barge in thinking that I was telling him that. I totally ignore his existence as I was busy with my work. But still can find the time to reply T's status in facebook. After finished with my task, I only notice that I've regretted that I shouldn't have go soft on him yesterday. But now I guess it's too late. Might as well live and let live.
Working was rather funny for the passed 1 week. The Team Leader's Meeting, my manager asked how was my team's moral. I mention they are at P2 level. as in basement. As for me, I'm on G. If Nic was here to notice this, he'll know I'm lying. I was basically using the metaphor of the floor level. My manager decided that the leaders should gather up for a dinner meeting. Date? this coming friday. But location and time has yet to be decided yet. Guess I have to wait.
I might have hurt my neck when I sleeping on friday night. As I woke up on Saturday morning, I found that my neck was hurting like hell. So I went back to bed. As soon as I lay down, I couldn't get up the normal way. Luckily by pressing down on some certain ponts on the part where it hurts most, I manage to get up and get some medical ointment. Sunday came as there was still pain. so rest more after lunch. I receive an unwanted sms from someone I deleted from my phonebook and facebook. Asking how to get to my place from the LRT station. I didn't reply as I was still sleeping. Not to mention snoring outloud. As claimed as my BF said so. Then my phone rang. That guy still dare to call me and woke me up. Then after I found out is that SOB, I hang up. He dare to go text my BF saying I'm rude! And tell me to go die. This fella is like so god damn thick face even I do not how to label him up. I told my BF yesterday that I've already ended my friendship with such a person. I used my BF phone to exchange some text messages. I hold back in saying some of the nastiest things to him anyway. Since he hate smoking people so much, we shouldn't be friends in the first place anyway. I notice a friend in my facebook, T that he accidentally broke his glasses. So, T went to joke that he's like a masquerade now. So I told him that he better do something about it as halloween is still far away. And that thick face idiot has to barge in thinking that I was telling him that. I totally ignore his existence as I was busy with my work. But still can find the time to reply T's status in facebook. After finished with my task, I only notice that I've regretted that I shouldn't have go soft on him yesterday. But now I guess it's too late. Might as well live and let live.
Working was rather funny for the passed 1 week. The Team Leader's Meeting, my manager asked how was my team's moral. I mention they are at P2 level. as in basement. As for me, I'm on G. If Nic was here to notice this, he'll know I'm lying. I was basically using the metaphor of the floor level. My manager decided that the leaders should gather up for a dinner meeting. Date? this coming friday. But location and time has yet to be decided yet. Guess I have to wait.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
谢安琪 - 喜帖街
忘掉种过的花 重新的出发 放弃理想吧
别再看 尘封的喜帖 你正在要搬家
捉得起 人应该接受 都有日倒下
其实没有一种安稳快乐 永远也不差
就似这一区 曾经称得上美满夹天下
但霎眼 全街的单位 快要住满乌鸦
好景不会每日常在 天梯不可只往上爬
爱的人没有一生一世吗 大概不需要害怕
(忘掉爱过的他)当初的喜帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚纱照那道墙 及一切美丽旧年华 明日同步拆下
(忘掉有过的家)小心摆梳化雪柜及两份红茶
温馨的光景不过借出 都祈拿回吗
等不到下一代 是吗
忘记砌过的沙 回忆的堡垒 刹那已倒下
面对这浮起的荒土 你注定学会潇洒
阶砖不会拒绝磨蚀 窗花不可幽禁落霞
有感情就会一生一世吗 又再婉惜有用吗
(忘掉爱过的他)当初的喜帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚纱照那道墙 及一切美丽旧年华 明日同步拆下
(忘掉有过的家)小心摆梳化雪柜及两份红茶
温馨的光景不过借出 都祈拿回吗
终须会时辰到 别怕
别再看 尘封的喜帖 你正在要搬家
捉得起 人应该接受 都有日倒下
其实没有一种安稳快乐 永远也不差
就似这一区 曾经称得上美满夹天下
但霎眼 全街的单位 快要住满乌鸦
好景不会每日常在 天梯不可只往上爬
爱的人没有一生一世吗 大概不需要害怕
(忘掉爱过的他)当初的喜帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚纱照那道墙 及一切美丽旧年华 明日同步拆下
(忘掉有过的家)小心摆梳化雪柜及两份红茶
温馨的光景不过借出 都祈拿回吗
等不到下一代 是吗
忘记砌过的沙 回忆的堡垒 刹那已倒下
面对这浮起的荒土 你注定学会潇洒
阶砖不会拒绝磨蚀 窗花不可幽禁落霞
有感情就会一生一世吗 又再婉惜有用吗
(忘掉爱过的他)当初的喜帖金箔印着那位他
裱起婚纱照那道墙 及一切美丽旧年华 明日同步拆下
(忘掉有过的家)小心摆梳化雪柜及两份红茶
温馨的光景不过借出 都祈拿回吗
终须会时辰到 别怕
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
First Impact On The Moon
A friend text me on Friday and ask how was I doing and everything. We ended up with threesome with him and 1 of my friend. I stayed awake until next morning and hope to start another session. But somehow failed. So I rested for awhile when my BF came back. When I woke up I found my BF was not around. Then I text him to check where he is. Found out he was at home. My new house mate was around. We chatted in his room until my BF came back again. We sleep well that night. But I woke up around 10am and hope to get my BF to wake and get breakfast together. But he failed to wake up and made me waited and starved. I was very upset. But when he woke up, I didn't bother his existence as well. Shortly after he's go out, I started to cry and left for cybercafe to do something to make me happier, ONLINE GAMES! But shortly he text me and apologized and mention that he has bought me some food. Only that when he returned, I was not at home.
When I about to finish my time in cyber cafe, a called a friend of mine to inform him to try get the set item from the game for me. Then he ask when am I going to pay for the internet bills and get connected so I can play at home as well. I told him that I'm not going to pay so soon. But my BF will apply for the line. He ask what will happen to the line when we break up? I told him that's not gonna happen. As I felt my BF is the one that I'm going to be together with forever. then my friend responded that my BF didn't fit the description of the person 1 bit. After I've cold down and when home. Another major sadness struck me again. The food he bought was McDonald's Fish-o-Filet. But the FUCKING CAT before I DID! I was damn pissed and sad at the same time. He came back later that night. We cuddle in bed as normal.
Right now, I only know that I love him and no one else. Happy memories of having me together with him are the only things I can give. I don't know how long we'll last. Even if that guy really show up when I reach 32yo. He'll have to moved mountains before he can get my love in return.
When I about to finish my time in cyber cafe, a called a friend of mine to inform him to try get the set item from the game for me. Then he ask when am I going to pay for the internet bills and get connected so I can play at home as well. I told him that I'm not going to pay so soon. But my BF will apply for the line. He ask what will happen to the line when we break up? I told him that's not gonna happen. As I felt my BF is the one that I'm going to be together with forever. then my friend responded that my BF didn't fit the description of the person 1 bit. After I've cold down and when home. Another major sadness struck me again. The food he bought was McDonald's Fish-o-Filet. But the FUCKING CAT before I DID! I was damn pissed and sad at the same time. He came back later that night. We cuddle in bed as normal.
Right now, I only know that I love him and no one else. Happy memories of having me together with him are the only things I can give. I don't know how long we'll last. Even if that guy really show up when I reach 32yo. He'll have to moved mountains before he can get my love in return.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
First Asteroid Hits The Moon
While hugging to sleep last night. My BF suddenly pops up the question,"How long have we been together?" For a moment, my heartache so much that I don't really know what my surname was. When I asked why, he replied nothing. I don't know what he has in mind. He never spoke his mind out. I always felt he's hidding something from me. Then today, after he drove me to the LRT station, he sent me an sms. Asking if I'm ok. Because I look kinda sad, or still sleepy. I didn't reply. Because I know I'm a bit moody when I don't get enough sleep.
Later today he pops up in MSN. I ask if he has visit the doctor yet. Yes, my BF is not well these few days. Our conversation in MSn goes down as below:-
Me: You song la~
Me: dear dear cannot anal you until then >.<
BF: Last time the medicine only one week ma. Then can already
BF: .... You sound like i dont like make love v u.... Sorry o...
Me: haha
Me: but what to do... boy boy always no mood coz too tired ^^
BF: ... Dear dear get someone else lo ...
Me: boy boy dun wan me?
BF: No ar.
Me: then dun tell me to get someone else la... *cry*
The one highlighted in bold nearly shattered my fragile heart into gazillion pieces. Then the song played gave me some meanings. Sharing it with you all here are the lyrics. Hope those can understand.
軟硬天師 - 愛式
瀟瀟灑灑 不是愛嗎? 生生死死 先算愛嗎?
瘋瘋顛顛先毽得漂亮嗎? 簡簡單單 不是愛嗎?
輾輾轉轉 先算愛嗎? 反反覆覆先毽R得快樂嗎?
你話拖住你手 日日戊簳陀
時時錫你仲要晚晚都黎
同人結婚 講一句我願意
但系甘系咪等於我愛你
望住我肯上黎屋企坐
記得我生日 時時送禮物
應承過無論點都殿尼渻
但系甘系咪等於你愛我
開開心心 不是愛嗎?
辛辛苦苦 不算愛嗎?
真的東西怎溫亃這樣假
飄飄忽忽 不似愛嗎?
清清楚楚 可算愛嗎?
一聲一聲想你概_太假
就算我唔識你 或者你太遲黎
我一個人睇戲 尋晚你同巨擒被
我已經記唔起 我十年無見你
但系甘系咪等於我唔愛你
你著巨件衫 晚晚都甘夜番
任你點樣玩 有幾個比你揀
你從來無講過 可能我睇錯
但系甘 系咪等於你唔愛我
你猜我估 你勝你敗
男界女界 正常系變態
其實我值唔值 到底你識唔識
究竟我地最愛系乜野式
系真定系扮 系軟定硬
系蝕定系賺 系濃定淡
白撞黑紅加綠 抑或藍溝藍
你話愛究竟仲有邊個識
瀟瀟灑灑 不是愛嗎? 生生死死 先算愛嗎?
瘋瘋顛顛先毽R得漂亮嗎? 簡簡單單 不是愛嗎?
輾輾轉轉 先算愛嗎? 反反覆覆先毽得快樂嗎?
我俾你上 你又為我落
你俾我前 又俾我後
我做完就訓 你訓醒就走
但系甘 系咪等於你愛我愛你
你話唔俾我住 巨肯俾我食
我要你唔肯 巨系我唔得
你唔要得唔得 但系巨系咪等於你愛我愛你
瀟瀟灑灑 不是愛嗎? 生生死死 先算愛嗎?
瘋瘋顛顛先毽得漂亮嗎? 簡簡單單 不是愛嗎?
輾輾轉轉 先算愛嗎? 反反覆覆先毽R得快樂嗎?
其實 青青春春 干乾濕濕 深深淺淺 咿咿挹挹
斜紋代表大方 圓點代表爽朗 體貼代表超薄
碎花代表乾爽 粉紅真皮燙金凹凸紋
防水樽領盒裝 直銷十二碼通用
數碼的確涼 乾濕兩用
"我念!我都系鍾意你條瑩光!"
Later today he pops up in MSN. I ask if he has visit the doctor yet. Yes, my BF is not well these few days. Our conversation in MSn goes down as below:-
Me: You song la~
Me: dear dear cannot anal you until then >.<
BF: Last time the medicine only one week ma. Then can already
BF: .... You sound like i dont like make love v u.... Sorry o...
Me: haha
Me: but what to do... boy boy always no mood coz too tired ^^
BF: ... Dear dear get someone else lo ...
Me: boy boy dun wan me?
BF: No ar.
Me: then dun tell me to get someone else la... *cry*
The one highlighted in bold nearly shattered my fragile heart into gazillion pieces. Then the song played gave me some meanings. Sharing it with you all here are the lyrics. Hope those can understand.
軟硬天師 - 愛式
瀟瀟灑灑 不是愛嗎? 生生死死 先算愛嗎?
瘋瘋顛顛先毽得漂亮嗎? 簡簡單單 不是愛嗎?
輾輾轉轉 先算愛嗎? 反反覆覆先毽R得快樂嗎?
你話拖住你手 日日戊簳陀
時時錫你仲要晚晚都黎
同人結婚 講一句我願意
但系甘系咪等於我愛你
望住我肯上黎屋企坐
記得我生日 時時送禮物
應承過無論點都殿尼渻
但系甘系咪等於你愛我
開開心心 不是愛嗎?
辛辛苦苦 不算愛嗎?
真的東西怎溫亃這樣假
飄飄忽忽 不似愛嗎?
清清楚楚 可算愛嗎?
一聲一聲想你概_太假
就算我唔識你 或者你太遲黎
我一個人睇戲 尋晚你同巨擒被
我已經記唔起 我十年無見你
但系甘系咪等於我唔愛你
你著巨件衫 晚晚都甘夜番
任你點樣玩 有幾個比你揀
你從來無講過 可能我睇錯
但系甘 系咪等於你唔愛我
你猜我估 你勝你敗
男界女界 正常系變態
其實我值唔值 到底你識唔識
究竟我地最愛系乜野式
系真定系扮 系軟定硬
系蝕定系賺 系濃定淡
白撞黑紅加綠 抑或藍溝藍
你話愛究竟仲有邊個識
瀟瀟灑灑 不是愛嗎? 生生死死 先算愛嗎?
瘋瘋顛顛先毽R得漂亮嗎? 簡簡單單 不是愛嗎?
輾輾轉轉 先算愛嗎? 反反覆覆先毽得快樂嗎?
我俾你上 你又為我落
你俾我前 又俾我後
我做完就訓 你訓醒就走
但系甘 系咪等於你愛我愛你
你話唔俾我住 巨肯俾我食
我要你唔肯 巨系我唔得
你唔要得唔得 但系巨系咪等於你愛我愛你
瀟瀟灑灑 不是愛嗎? 生生死死 先算愛嗎?
瘋瘋顛顛先毽得漂亮嗎? 簡簡單單 不是愛嗎?
輾輾轉轉 先算愛嗎? 反反覆覆先毽R得快樂嗎?
其實 青青春春 干乾濕濕 深深淺淺 咿咿挹挹
斜紋代表大方 圓點代表爽朗 體貼代表超薄
碎花代表乾爽 粉紅真皮燙金凹凸紋
防水樽領盒裝 直銷十二碼通用
數碼的確涼 乾濕兩用
"我念!我都系鍾意你條瑩光!"
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