Date & Time of the Moon

There's has been many times I would considered if I'm dating someone, it's the time frame I'm getting to know someone closes to me. And also given time to know if our feelings grows stronger.

So, what does one do when you're bored in the sense that you do not wanna do this or that? Guidance required...

The Dark Moon Eclipse

A lot has come to past. And so letting it be. My boyfriend just had his appendix operation. Both of us are not working now. I resigned and his company was closed down. He's in recovering status. While I can't stop worrying of our future. At my age I do not know what else I can do to be an employee. Provided if anyone company were to employ me.

There's an old chinese saying, 有口说人，没口说自己. Which I find it to be rather true enough. I've always give advise to people around me. Regardless if he's from facebook, MSN or even email from various provider. I guess I've lost my motivation to work at the current moment.

A conversation strike my heart as we're both watching the movie 按非他命. He asked,"I thought you were suppose to take care of me?" I replied,"Suddenly it happens that you've been taking care of me." His respond,"You have to take care of me, I'm bottom." I wonder if he has yet to forget that we're both bottoms to begin with. I don't have the ability to take care of myself nowadays. At least not without a job. And as far as it seems, I might have lost my way. I guess a time would come where he will leave me. I hope it's soon. For the longer it goes. The longer the pain would be. But I'm just not ready to let go. I'll leave the sole decision to him.

Broken Wings Of The Moon

Broken Wing

I know this will not remain forever
However it's beautiful
Your eyes,hands and your warm smile
They're my treasure
It's hard to forget
I wish there was a solution
Don't spend your time in confusion
I'll turn back now and spread

(*)My broken wings still strong enough to cross the ocean with
My broken wings how far should I go drifting in the wind
Higher and higher in the light
My broken wings still strong enough to cross the ocean with
My broken wings how far should I go drifting in the wind
Across the sky, just keep on flying

夏夜晚風的月梦

夏夜晚風

夏夜裡的晚風 吹拂著你在我懷中
你的秀髮蓬鬆 纏繞著我隨風擺動
月亮掛在星空 牽絆著你訴情衷
有你味道的風 就是我還在等待的愛

一個夏夜晚風的愛
一顆寂寞的心的愛
一個還在等待的愛

不知道怎麼搞的 最近老是做這個夢
可能是我痴情 或者是我太笨
總之 夢很美
你也很美
只是我還在等

燈火閃著餘波 隨著你的呼吸移動
你說你想入夢 我的臂窩有你的夢
將你輕輕捧起 讓你在我耳邊細語
夏夜的風有你 就是我還在等待的愛

Forgotten Sorrow Of The Moon

Don't cry for me, how easy love has gone.
Try to see, how deep my despair is
Come the winds of fate and time
Take all my tearful memories

Call out to thee sing your name in sweet harmony
But only echoes fade away
Crying breeze to thee ever moment with chiming wind
Where has gone silent tears

Don't sigh for me, your hate rings false to me
Try to see, the shards of history
Darkness fills my heart and I
Laugh loud at all that's passed us by
Call out to thee sing your name in sweet harmony
The wind blows endlessly

Roaming around whirling world rough breath in dark
Cruel blades and tears in sorrowful days
Bumming away hollow hopes wrong pray for god
Where the angels has gone so I need
Weep myself out gently, in a blind

Roaming around whirling world rough breath in dark
Cruel blades and tears in sorrowful days
Bumming away hollow hopes wrong pray for god
Where the angels has gone so I need
Weep myself out gently, in a blind

Please come to me, come dusk the past will flee.
Try to see, the new dawn brings hope faintly

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Moon For Resignation

Yes! I'm resigning from my current job. Which is boring and dead. I can relate myself in many ways to death. But never to work. Thus, getting a new job change would be nice. A change of view and job scope. I remember when I first enter this field of customer service, I felt satisfied. The feeling of able to assist people getting the things that they wanted and at the same time helping yourself to get some bread to eat. Few friends would said I'm too dedicated. But It my way of doing things. So, if my customer/clients are happy, so am I.

The last working day would be on the 7th of November 2009 with Cubinet Interactive. I was very happy working here. But sadly, I know when it's my time to go. Call me stupid or whatever. I know I should leave only after getting my bonus. Guessed I send in my resume a little bit too early. Since I got the job offer, I might as well take it.

So, adios QBNut! I'm so kicking you out of my life. The only thing that is holding me back is I dunno if I wanna hold a farewell party. But I seriously doubt that I would be anyway. Not like I'm much appreciated by the management. The only one that does, is my manager. Such a pity that even he cannot do anything to hold me with the company.

Next step, is when I need to start work. It'll be on the 16th of November. I hope I'll be ready by then. Mandy from HR will give me a call 1 week earlier. Just to ensure that everything is ready by then. So, a new adventure awaits.

For the time, I'm happy with teh time spent with my boy. We're playing online games together now. Namely, Dragconica. I just need him to level up. Then we can go do missions together. I've switch over to Aion! The new english base P2P game from NCSoft! Great game! But unfortunately my PC specification is just slightly above their minimum requirement. I'm not too sure if I wanna upgrade or completely get a new PC. Maybe Upgrade minor stuff. But will plan and see how everything goes.

Signs Of The Moon II

Checked my current health status, everything seems to be ok now. Maybe I was stressed without knowing. Why stressed? Definitely job related. Further details will be lay out at below.

Life being with someone you've fallen deeper & deeper in love with is not easy. But it's not too difficult either. Depends on the situation. Like last week, my bf, Fong, insisted that we go out walk around with friends. But to my dismay, a friend had some emergency and can't make it. Thus, canceling everything. So me & my boy just went out for a dinner and movie.



We dine at BTS' Kenny Roger's. Not a bad place. But I'll say teh chicken quality that day was not up to my expectation. But still good. We both ate until very full.



We walk around abit looking for something to do. My eyes kept on the teddy bears as I remember my promised to Xiao Yu, a friend of mine which I promised to get him a bigger teddy bear.

We went for G-Force. We took the best seatings as we arrived early to collect our tickets. Row C seats 5&6. We wanted to take a picture inside the cinema hall. But sadly, the light were never on. So we walk out to the exit and took short snap shot.



We hop around borders. I didn't get to find the music section. But the shop was closing anyway. So we head to the exit. Play games awhile and then sleep. Which explain why I didn't blog yesterday.

Work wise is getting me demoralised and depressing. The people inside the room thinks I can handle both products. Which is still ok. Until they announced that tehy want people back at night shift. Which make me feel evil and wanna demote myself back to normal staff. That way, I don't need to care about the stuff anymore. But this may make me need to consider a few things. But guess I just need to wait til this friday to confirm everyting.