The Moon With The Free Cester Membership

OK!!! I love the taste of having the cester membership once again. But I felt that it's too short!!! I also notice that there's an error with this free membership. It's very much like an incomplete free demo. I recall cester membership was suppose to give out unlimited email correspondences. I found out just now IT WAS NOT and only limitted me with 10 emails. To my amaze, I just to to wait for the webmaster to login and check for my previous mail. Hope to get an official cester membership. Also hope it's not expensive able to do with bank-in method. Not many of us have credits cards you know. It's very much like I'm getting hooked to cester again. (can't be help since FB is sooo darnn sloooowwww~~~!!!).

Now in "Pok Kai" status. Mean I'm waiting for my salary to be ready for withdrawal this coming Wednesday. Working here is making becoming more & more retarded. And mind you, you might be head the same directions with me if you are on the same side with me. Really wish to move to another job. But currently, Kenneth said it's best that I remain here. Even though I know he's more of a using me kind of person. But I doubting his words anyway. I just don't know how much more of this insanity is going. Maybe that's why I need a vacation.

As for my relationship, I think we're both doing OK. But I have a sudden feeling that Fong wanted to take the next step. Which is moving in with me. But, I don't feel too comfortable. Should I lay down the trial basis with him? Because as of this moment, it saddens me alot when I woke up and found out I'm alone.... AGAIN!!!! I'm not sure if I can really take that. As for now, I think I really need to talk to him. Seriously, I'm not sure if I really love him. Or maybe I was too desperate to have a partner in life. This, I've already told him. I'm still very much scared. Scared of hurting people, and scared that I'll get hurt in the process as well.

I'm not really sure as of why. Seriously, I join Axcest was because it's kinda popular to display your own photo while chatting with friends in IRC or else where. And unexpectedly, I found people new & old people whom seems to have an interest to have sex with me. I find it rather odd. I'm not sure if this coming weekend i wanna hold a chem fun party at my place. I'm being abit too financially confuse at the moment. I don't wanna think this now. Scared my malfunctioning brain won't take it that much.

The Craze Moon Over Consideration

Had been another splendid weekend for me. I rest abit after finishing my work at 7am on saturday morning to meet up with a new friend. after which I reach home around 11:am. I played a few round of games then sms my boy when I was going to sleep. He said I'll see him when I woke up. Althought he was suppose to showed up at 4pm plus, but I still saw him when I woke up at 7pm plus. We went out to have dinner and then came back to play games. It's until I've receive a sms from my dear friend, Gaerick, whom ask me to help him massage abit. He said I was rather good. Maybe I should start a business in this field. NOT! We had a short rest later than we went out of supper after a good session. Surprisingly, after a short session. Then we cuddle up in bed as usual.

The next morning we rushed to Times Square to catch our movie, Watchmen. I know that some people thinks this movie is a NUB, but I thought otherwise as the movie was full of story and emotions. Perhaps they failed to catch the point of the movie. Then followed by followed by dinner & we gone seperately to do our things. He needed to go to Lowyat Plaza to get some essentials for his company. I stayed and play games in the arcade. We had booked for another movie, Sayang You Can Dance. This is the 1st ever malay movie I've watched and enjoyed in years. Thumbs up for this movie. We went home for dinner after the movie. Enjoy dinner together then went home for anime. Soon after which a friend called that says he's around and ask to go for 'Yum Cha' session. I declined as my boy was rather full & tired to go out anymore. Then my best friend called and ask for the 'Yum Cha' session. This time I aggree. Thus I went out alone. We chatted about our games stuff and so on. But soon after I was tired and they gave me a ride home. My boy and I chatted for a short while then we slept. He was so tired til that he doesn't wanna wake up until it's 1pm. I force him to wake up and go to work. I slept again around 4pm to ensure I could stay up to work during this time.

Thank you Boy Boy for giving me such a splendid weekend.

The Moon's 1st 1 Week Annivesary

Just counted that today's our 1st 1 week anniversary. I wonder if he remember it. But sadly, both of us are working. I doubt that we're able to do anything about it. Working life at a low position... *sigh... Unlike our Mrs. Kham, that can practically take leave and enjoy life ot the fullest, the lower levels like me have to stuck with low pay jobs and get things done before dateline.

Work begin to sucks as there's alot of changes. Yet, mutability is very low. I wonder how much longer can I cope with this changes. Or should I say, how much changes can I cope with? Another mystery.

Planned to go Obligue this weekend. But I'm not sure where this friend of mind would wanna go. Depends on it and see how. I hate to go with few people. Preferbly a bunch. So that we can take turns to watch our belongings. *Laughs

I LUV U BOY BOY~~!!

So open up your morning light
And say a little prayer for I
You know that if we are to stay alive
And see the peace in every eye

(Do do do do do do do .. do do do do do do do)

She had two babies
One was 6 months one was 3
In the war of '44
Every time the phone rang
Every heartbeat stinging when she thought it was gone it only hurt
Oh would her son grow to know his father?

I don't wanna wait for our lives to be over
I want to know right now what will it be
I don't wanna wait for our lives to be over
Well in the end oh will it be ... sorry

(Do do do do do do do .. do do do do do do do)

He showed up all wet
On the rainy front step
Wearing shrapnel in his skin
And the war he saw lives inside him still
It's so hard to be gentle and warm
The years passed by and now he had a grand-daughter

I don't wanna wait for our lives to be over
I want to know right now what will it be
I don't wanna wait for our lives to be over
Well in the air so will it be ...

Oooh so you look at me from across the room
You're wearing your anguish again
Believe me I know the feeling
It sucks you into the doors of anger

Oooh so dig a little more deeply
All we have is this very moment
And I don't wanna do what his father
and his father and his father did
I wanna be here now ...

So open up your morning light
And say a little prayer for I
You know that if we are to stay alive
And see the peace in every eye

I don't wanna wait for our lives to be over
I want to know right now what will it be
I don't wanna wait for our lives to be over
Well in the air so will it be ...

I don't wanna wait for our lives to be over
I want to know right now what will it be
I don't wanna wait for our lives to be over
Well in the air so will it be ...

(Do do do do do do do .. do do do do do do do)

So open up your morning light
And say a little prayer for I
You know that if we are to stay alive
And see the love in every eye