The Bottomless Moon

Nothing much to brag about seriously. Just that wanted to note that I had a funtastic weekend. Hosted a chem party of four at my place. enjoy all the moment of it. but due to the problem that I can't get an erection, I became the bottom guy there. All three of poke me and I enjoyed them of course! Sunday night was much of the same. Instead, it was some guys coming over, friends of a friend, they top my and my 2nd. Fun part was they all didn't last more than 30 minutes. But able to cum more than 1 time. Then came to monday evening, my 1st came over and top me. It's his first time fucking me so hard and he stayed hard all the time until he cum. I rate that superb~~!!

Work has been boring lately. but thanks to facebook & playfish's Restaurant City, I was able to keep myself occupied with the game. Switching back to morning next week for a month, I hope I can change back to normal. But of course, I believe I'll be late on one to two days of work. Need to know when I can get the bus. Furthermore, can't alway depends my boy boy to drive me to the LRT station. Dare not asked him to drive me to my office. It'll be freaking jam all the way.

Everything seem to be going well for the time being. Just hoping it'll be better.

Passing Of The Moon

I've suddenly came to my e-mail storage of the past and old. There are things and photo that I kept. Some gave me memories of so good that I had long forgotten. Some are people whom had been so nice and was such a dear to me. I recalled 1 that send 1 Mp3 to me and called me all the way from London and chatted for an hour. I miss those days. Some of the mail contains jokes I secretly stoled from my late father's laptop, while he was still around of course. A picture of someone that was so blurred that i eventually when all the way to Ipoh, and to Johor as well. The old memories. One could have never forgets how it all started. On how I first communicate with the world on internet.

Looking back now, everything making me feels abit more older than before. Those were the days. Those were the days.


p/s: if djcarmen decides to through another the old her & the new her, ask her to wait til she's 30!!! XD

I love Moon

我爱你 - SHE

从你眼睛 看着自己 最幸福的倒影

握在手心的默契 是明天的指引

无论是远近 什么世纪

在天堂拥抱 或荒野流离

我爱你 我敢去 未知的任何命运

我爱你 我愿意 准你来跋扈地决定 世界边境

偶尔我真的不懂你 又有谁真懂自己

往往两个人多亲密 是透过伤害来证明

像焦虑不安 我就任性

怕泄漏你怕 所以你生气

我爱你 让我听 你的疲惫和恐惧

我爱你 我想亲 你倔强到极限的心

我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地

当狂风豪雨 想让你喘口气

被划破的信心 需要时间痊愈

梦想牵着怀疑 未来看不清

就紧紧地拥抱去传递

能量和勇气 我爱你

我爱你 我想去 未知的 任何命运

我爱你 让我听 你的疲惫和恐惧

我爱你 我想亲 你倔强到极限的心

哪里都一起去 一起仰望星星

一起走出森林 一起品尝回忆

一起误会妒忌 一起雨过天晴

一起更懂自己 一起找到意义

让我爱你

我不要没有你 我不能没有你 绝不能没有你

I had the suddenly feeling of need to share this song. Unexpectedly, this is the song that was from a short clip that made me superbly down. However, I ain't sure if all the words here are correct. I simply C&P from www.8ka.com. The short movie, I've linked it to my facebook. Many would have watch this long before me. Regardless, after the moody session is over. I finally calm myself down. Had a nice dinner with my first. Sadly the second made me disappointed in his reluctantcy to get along with me and my first. It's as if he has too many important issue on going. Even his computer is more important than me. I'm amazingly surprised on why he can't even spend 1 to 2 hours of his time just for a dinner and chit chat. Slowly, I'll learn and I'll move on. With or without the second.

Willy, this song might suit you very well geh. But you need to do the translation alone. Cause, I'm abit too lazy to handle this small stuff.

Is The Moon Over Thinking Or Though Less Then Should Be?

Imagine this, A goes out to have sex with an old friend, B. B told the incident to C whom is a friend of A. C uses this chance to tease A.

As someone normal of course A would goes to B for questioning. So, B being question like some convict. Fine by me. But what I don't really get are the points of asking B to go public over it and throwing the frustration over this.

I'm like making up the screnerio here. If I wanted, I could make the could make the story become more & more complicated. So, yeah, maybe I should write a script and hand it over to a producer or some sort. Just like the story of Chicken Little.

One would be thinking otherwise, but I'm feeling the lack of able to have sex with my boys are what makes my mind goes wild abit. Been reading others' journals & blogs as well. So, alot of things really comes crosses my mind and lots more. Should I or should I not let my 1st know about the existence of 2nd in first place? Why I did it was I wanted to give a fair chance to the 2nd to share my life with. True that I love the 1st. But by giving the chance to 2nd, wouldn't it be better to give both of us a chance? Thus, I would definitely feel better if I come out straight to my 1st. That's why AT the very begining, I ask what would my 1st think about it. It's getting kinda complicated. I don't really know where this will lead to. But I wanted all three of us to be able to comunicate and able to accept each other as well.

If those whom have ask my msn would have no idea what's the Sub-Zero is about. Thing is, I've been too linient with my fellow staffs about following the rules of the company. I'm actually adapting my Sub-Zero personality step by step. I can't simply bring it out. Cause it won't last long.

1 Moon with 2 Earth

I know this is going ot be rather hilarious to some people. While other may get jealous or somehting negative. So, as of this moment, I'm attached (as some of you know) with ONE (1) more guy. Turning this into a triangle relationship. I'm sort of getting more & more confuse now that I think about it. Ok. The 2nd guy is 25yo originated from Ipoh, Perak. And yes, he's not leng chai as well. Althought I know him so little, I can try to get along with him. He wanted to be my secret boyfriend from the start. But I find it quite presuring if I was to hide anything from my 1st. And keep on rejecting him for other reasons. I decided to come clean with my 1st, and he aggree & accepted the 2nd. Now, the only things is that wait for the 2nd to meet the 1st and see how things would go.

I'm renting out my room soon, provided if the renter going to get a job in my company. I just hope he can cope with the new things inside. My company running 12 hours shift now. And I've yet to know to if my working hours will change too. would b egreat if yes, coz extra RM300 allowance will be given. Other than, I guess should be ok.

Now I'm sitting on my desk wondering what am I to do and how to handle the things in the future. Suprisingly, there's no clear view of the future. I guess now everything will take time. One step at a time as usual.