The Sepration Of The Moon

My 2nd BF called and ask me if I have some money to lent him. My reply was no. I'm sadden enough that whenever he always called me was because he needed something from me. He didn't even knows that what he said hurts me as well. That's why I let him taste the feeling of jumping into the relationship so soon without getting to know me well enough to be with me. But after a due consideration. I sms him and ask for a break up. I won't know what his reaction. Nor I care what his feelings. Obviously, he's yet to know the real meaning of being in a relationship. Nor that he can handle it yet. I feel I'm already blessed that I'm have my 1st BF. Even thought I'll curse the day when his family founds out about his sexuality. Like an old chinese proverb,"Paper cannot wrap the fire." Thus, the truth will eventually be known. I just hope that every single day, he's happy with me.

Being a true friend to me is difficult. Being my man makes it worse than difficult. I just hope that other won't so easily fall for me for no particular reason. I think most people get the wrong impression of seeing somebody & going steady. Seeing someone is like a dating process of getting to know each other. many know this, no doubt. But they put their emotions in it before they really can deal with other personality and aspect of their lives. When one had fully understand each other and able to be compatible, then only they can go on a steady relationship. I just hope my friends around me will understands this.