A lot has come to past. And so letting it be. My boyfriend just had his appendix operation. Both of us are not working now. I resigned and his company was closed down. He's in recovering status. While I can't stop worrying of our future. At my age I do not know what else I can do to be an employee. Provided if anyone company were to employ me.
There's an old chinese saying, 有口说人，没口说自己. Which I find it to be rather true enough. I've always give advise to people around me. Regardless if he's from facebook, MSN or even email from various provider. I guess I've lost my motivation to work at the current moment.
A conversation strike my heart as we're both watching the movie 按非他命. He asked,"I thought you were suppose to take care of me?" I replied,"Suddenly it happens that you've been taking care of me." His respond,"You have to take care of me, I'm bottom." I wonder if he has yet to forget that we're both bottoms to begin with. I don't have the ability to take care of myself nowadays. At least not without a job. And as far as it seems, I might have lost my way. I guess a time would come where he will leave me. I hope it's soon. For the longer it goes. The longer the pain would be. But I'm just not ready to let go. I'll leave the sole decision to him.
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life has been tough lately, huh?
you can plan to have a simple business if you have sufficient funds? speedy recovery to your bf. where can i watch an fei ta ming?
[Jino] - A man's not a man unless he knows how to shoot
i think i have ask my bf 1st... coz he's the one that downloaded it...
an fei ta ming, join the forum www.tt1069.com , get from video section
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