Wednesday, October 20, 2010

The Dark Moon Eclipse

A lot has come to past. And so letting it be. My boyfriend just had his appendix operation. Both of us are not working now. I resigned and his company was closed down. He's in recovering status. While I can't stop worrying of our future. At my age I do not know what else I can do to be an employee. Provided if anyone company were to employ me.

There's an old chinese saying, 有口说人,没口说自己. Which I find it to be rather true enough. I've always give advise to people around me. Regardless if he's from facebook, MSN or even email from various provider. I guess I've lost my motivation to work at the current moment.

A conversation strike my heart as we're both watching the movie 按非他命. He asked,"I thought you were suppose to take care of me?" I replied,"Suddenly it happens that you've been taking care of me." His respond,"You have to take care of me, I'm bottom." I wonder if he has yet to forget that we're both bottoms to begin with. I don't have the ability to take care of myself nowadays. At least not without a job. And as far as it seems, I might have lost my way. I guess a time would come where he will leave me. I hope it's soon. For the longer it goes. The longer the pain would be. But I'm just not ready to let go. I'll leave the sole decision to him.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Broken Wings Of The Moon

Broken Wing

I know this will not remain forever
However it's beautiful
Your eyes,hands and your warm smile
They're my treasure
It's hard to forget
I wish there was a solution
Don't spend your time in confusion
I'll turn back now and spread

(*)My broken wings still strong enough to cross the ocean with
My broken wings how far should I go drifting in the wind
Higher and higher in the light
My broken wings still strong enough to cross the ocean with
My broken wings how far should I go drifting in the wind
Across the sky, just keep on flying

Thursday, April 15, 2010

夏夜晚風的月梦

夏夜晚風

夏夜裡的晚風 吹拂著你在我懷中
你的秀髮蓬鬆 纏繞著我隨風擺動
月亮掛在星空 牽絆著你訴情衷
有你味道的風 就是我還在等待的愛

一個夏夜晚風的愛
一顆寂寞的心的愛
一個還在等待的愛

不知道怎麼搞的 最近老是做這個夢
可能是我痴情 或者是我太笨
總之 夢很美
你也很美
只是我還在等

燈火閃著餘波 隨著你的呼吸移動
你說你想入夢 我的臂窩有你的夢
將你輕輕捧起 讓你在我耳邊細語
夏夜的風有你 就是我還在等待的愛

Monday, March 1, 2010

Forgotten Sorrow Of The Moon

Don't cry for me, how easy love has gone.
Try to see, how deep my despair is
Come the winds of fate and time
Take all my tearful memories

Call out to thee sing your name in sweet harmony
But only echoes fade away
Crying breeze to thee ever moment with chiming wind
Where has gone silent tears

Don't sigh for me, your hate rings false to me
Try to see, the shards of history
Darkness fills my heart and I
Laugh loud at all that's passed us by
Call out to thee sing your name in sweet harmony
The wind blows endlessly

Roaming around whirling world rough breath in dark
Cruel blades and tears in sorrowful days
Bumming away hollow hopes wrong pray for god
Where the angels has gone so I need
Weep myself out gently, in a blind

Roaming around whirling world rough breath in dark
Cruel blades and tears in sorrowful days
Bumming away hollow hopes wrong pray for god
Where the angels has gone so I need
Weep myself out gently, in a blind

Please come to me, come dusk the past will flee.
Try to see, the new dawn brings hope faintly